Venusian themes on my mind, from a Aires Venus conjunct the sun, with a tight opposition to Uranus.
Okay, so Its not March 2019- its now May 2025, and somehow I’m coming out of my privacy shell and knowing i have stuff that I need an avenue to express. I’ve been thinking a lot about feminine power and its many different forms. There’s something that I love about a particular kind of female fierceness, but its VERY Particular. Everyone has their asthetic right? Well mine is one that is varied and peculiar, and naturally these are versions that can easily get lost amidst the backdrop of normalcy. Especially that of where I live at this moment, creative expression through fashion and dance is not something I feel like I have much access to at this time and place I’m in right now…. It’s like a chrysalis, I’m waiting to come out of hiding again. However there is something WAY different about this time, I’ve been in a chrysalis many many times before. But this time, I’m not young anymore. By the time I really was able to achieve some version of physical coordination and mastery in Dance, it was just about the time I was about to lose it. Strictly due to losing some of my physical power, preciseness, and ability- - just getting older. I have to work so much harder now to be where I used to be.
I’m really not trying to “get back” to a certain level that I was at, I’m just trying to find whats next in my -now -realm. There must be something… dance wise… I’m not one to easily give up on the things I love.
So I guess well see… and blahblahblah